My Natural State

My natural state lost

Doubt clutters my mind

Spider webs of energy confuse my brain

Anxiety boomerangs, pounding my heart

Fear circulates, pulsing my veins

I must escape, run

Exhaustion paralyzes me

I sneak out the front door

Freedom refuses to follow

I cry out in defeat, despair

A brilliant spark alights

It is constant in my brain

Slowly illuminating the truth

The truth of who I am

A balm caresses my being

Light splashes over me

Cool, buoyant, clear

I am, I am loved

My natural state

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