My natural state lost
Doubt clutters my mind
Spider webs of energy confuse my brain
Anxiety boomerangs, pounding my heart
Fear circulates, pulsing my veins
I must escape, run
Exhaustion paralyzes me
I sneak out the front door
Freedom refuses to follow
I cry out in defeat, despair
A brilliant spark alights
It is constant in my brain
Slowly illuminating the truth
The truth of who I am
A balm caresses my being
Light splashes over me
Cool, buoyant, clear
I am, I am loved
My natural state
I Am We 